Tuesday, September 19, 2017

Syurga dari Dunia


"Follow saya, sampai syurga, okay?"

"InsyaAllah, jika Allah izinkan, ke syurga sama-sama"



Untuk syurga yang terlalu dirindukan itu,
saya mahu ke sana bersama kamu.
Semoga, kerana Allah,
kita saling mengambil tanggungjawab ke atas diri kita,
dan saling bercinta kerana Dia.
Ia tidak mudah,
walau tidak selalu ceria,
namun, semoga sentiasa ada rasa cukup
dan bahagia, selamanya.


Terima kasih kerana sentiasa memuliakan saya dan wali saya.
Sejak mengenali awak, saya lebih banyak menangis,
bukannya sedih, tetapi gembira. Terlalu gembira.
Doa saya yang mana satu Allah makbulkan hingga dihadirkan awak dalam hidup saya?


Mudah-mudahan awak ada dengan saya, bukan hanya sekadar mengisi tempat duduk di sebelah, malah untuk seluruh kehidupan saya, sampai syurga.

Sampai syurga, insyaAllah :)

Thursday, September 14, 2017

Sign Language

I used to hate the fact that I would be posted to a deaf school. Nightmares do come true somehow, and i ended up posted to one.

Ironically, I've started enjoying sign language. And now, I even developed a strange habit of using sign language while talking to non-deaf people. It's weird! Haha.

Deaf children have a unique way of expressing themselves, in order to make people understand them. Even if they're talking to people who doesn't understand their language, they tried to explain using their body language.

Sometimes, they feel upset too. Gave up after trying for some times, and people still couldn't get their message. YEAH, they're upset with me ==' When they asked a question, i was like what? WHAT? :p They got upset and kutuk me, right in front of my nose. And still, I won't understand what did they kutuk me anyway, so I won't feel anything.

The good thing of teaching them is that, I can relax my  larynx.

The bad thing is that, i can't reply them with sign language when my hands are full. AND, if I need/want to call them, I have to run, and fetch them, and stand right in front of them. Can not simply shout, 'MAI SINI!' T.T I've become a bit athletic nowadays.

Thinking of pursuing my masters in deaf studies. Why not?

Nightmares, and dreams, do come true - in the same year :)
but i believe,
prayers are truer.

P/S : So, you, let's master sign language. We can fight in peace and harmony later haha.

Wednesday, August 30, 2017

Bingo

Disebabkan Jannah sukar mengeja namanya sendiri, maka saya ciptakan lagu untuknya,
namanya lagu Jannah.

"Haa nyanyi lagu Jannah"

-Lirik BINGO oleh Didi dan Kawan-Kawan-

"Nama saya Jannah,
Jannah, Jannah, Jannah
J A N N A H (ejaan ulang 3 kali) .....

Sedang saya menghayati lagu ini..tiba-tiba..

".....Nama saya BINGO"

HAIPP, mai mana BINGO ni? Kan nama awak Jannah?

Aduhai. HAHA.

Allah berikan saya peluang untuk mencorakkan kain putih yang lahirnya dari rahim wanita lain, sebelum saya corakkan kain putih saya (kita?) sendiri. Semoga setiap pengalaman ini menjadikan saya lebih dewasa dan solehah. Amin.

"Hm, nyanyi lain, nama awak Jannah ok, bukan Bingo"

Segulung ijazah itu tidak membawa sebarang makna jika saya tidak berusaha menjadi cikgu yang terbaik untuk awak, Jannah. Semoga cikgu boleh belajar banyak lagi benda dalam mendidik awak insyaAllah. :)

P/S : Sama-sama berjaya dalam bidang masing-masing ya? Saya doakan awak selalu. Sentiasa.